As I have mentioned before, I started going back to college. I never finished my degree, so I decided to return 12 years later. Some of my credits still existed! For my required behavioral science I decided to take an anthropology course. A lot of it is discussing various cultures around the world. My current assignment was to identify the culture that I most connect with and what makes it different than other cultures. So that gave me an opportunity to write my paper about Warhammer 40k! Check it out:
Incoming! A Giant Wall of Text! |
"Forging
the Narrative"
The screams of the dying played counterpoint to the concussive
blasts of high powered artillery. Across the smoke filled
battlefield, the lines of the Imperium were being overrun by the vast
hordes of Xenos. The Orks advanced mercilessly, ignoring their dying
kin with a lust for battle unmatched by anything else in the galaxy.
The Orks, hulking green brutes that dwarfed humans, armed with their
crude “shootas” and immense “choppas,” were amassed in a
green tide, a giant wave of blood-lust, relentlessly
pounding the beachhead of the Imperial gun-line. Entire platoons of
the Guard were being routed, and the flanks were beginning to
collapse. Commissar Ivon Tressilion knew the field was lost.
Reluctantly, he gave the command to withdraw, hoping enough of his
forces could gather back closer to the Hive-City of Proxima Major.
The Commissar could only hope that there would be enough time to
mount a better defense against this onslaught. As the command to
retreat spread across the field, the Deathwatch Guard, clad in their
powerful, mechanical Terminator Armor, began their counter-strike to
cover the withdrawal of the main host. Grimly the Deathwatch Guard
tore into the ranks of the Orks, knowing that this would be their
last stand. With a prayer to the Emperor, may he live forever, Ivon
began his own retreat.
Nerd. Geek. Dork. I have
heard all of these things before. There was a time when labels like
this made me ashamed of myself. I used to hide my hobbies and
interest for fear of being “uncool.” As I grew older, I was
lucky to be able to connect with others that shared my interests and
hobbies. I found an entire community of people who were just as into
nerdy things as I was, and accepted me not in spite of my passions,
but because of them.
I play with toys. I am a grown
man, closer to forty than to thirty, and much like the Toys R Us Kid,
I never grew up. I am a “gamer.” I love games of all kinds;
Dungeons & Dragons, Magic the Gathering, Settlers of Catan,
Talisman, Zombicide, Munchkin, Fluxx, the list goes on and on.
Currently, I have been playing Warhammer 40,000, a Gothic, sci-fi,
tabletop, miniatures game from Games Workshop. Set in the
forty-first millennium, a dark dystopian future, Warhammer 40,000, or
40k, is a game that combines modeling, painting, and strategy.
Basically it is a grown-up version of toy soldiers. However, one of
the most rewarding aspects is the interaction and support of the
world wide community of players.
Before we delve into my personal
experiences with nerd society, we need to understand why certain
stereotypes and stigmas are associated with the nerd. Nerd is
defined as “a person who behaves awkwardly around other people and
usually has unstylish clothes, hair, etc.” or “a person
who is very interested in technical subjects, computers, etc.”
(www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/nerd).
From
this definition, it is easy to see where the negative connotation
towards nerds is derived from. The term “nerd” first appeared to
the general public in Dr. Seuss's book “If I ran the Zoo” in
1951, as an imaginary creature that would populate Gerald McGrew's
zoo. The slang use of the word “nerd” was first documented in a
Newsweek
article in 1951 taken from The
Age
newspaper, “Teenagers in New York, Chicago, New Orleans and Los
Angeles who resort to such passe expressions are mere peasants or
'nerds'.”
("U.S. Teen-agers Talk a 'Cool, Shafty' Language" The
Age,
1951). From a historical perspective nerds were always something
negative. As the term grew in popularity and use, the accepted
definition became more and more standard; nerds moved from being not
only just socially inept and behind the times, but they also included
intellectuals who focused on science and math. The popular image is
the guy in thick-rimmed glasses, with a pocket-protector, carrying a
mountain of math and science texts and rushing off to chess club.
Currently,
nerd culture has entered a Golden Age despite its origins in
negativity. Popular culture has been making a shift recently towards
what is considered nerdy, and is allowing it to become more and more
accepted. “Interestingly, five of the top seven films of 2009
(Avatar,
Transformers II, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, Twilight:
New Moon, and Star Trek)
were based in space or the supernatural,” (Kottak and Kozaitis, On
Being Different
2012). With television shows such as the Big
Bang Theory,
Agents
of S.H.I.E.L.D.,
and Dr.
Who
paving the way for acceptance, nerd culture is becoming more and more
mainstream.
There
is one primary trait that defines the nerd more than any other, and
that is a passion for their interests above what most would consider
normal. Science fiction, computers, games, or movies, the subject
itself isn't as important as the passion for it. My passion is
mainly towards games. However, I have been known to “geek out”
over cooking, drama, and television shows. Like most people, I tend
to associate with others who are as invested in my interests as I am.
One of the benefits of nerd culture is that its members share an
excitement level that only seems to increase the more you share it.
The
Warhammer 40k community has both a local and a global presence. Here
in El Paso, there are two retail stores that host Warhammer 40k
events. There is also a Facebook group called El Paso Tabletop
Miniature
Gamers,
dedicated to war gaming here in the city. Most of the members are actually
soldiers from Ft. Bliss. Due to the transient nature of military
service, hobbies like Warhammer and Magic the Gathering are an
excellent way to be a part of an instant community filled with people
that share your interests. If you meet someone at a Magic the
Gathering tournament, you already know that you have something in
common with them. When I first moved to Albuquerque, I reached out
to the local game store to see when they had Magic events, it was
through this that I met my first friends in Albuquerque. Gamers are
easy to find.
The
international Warhammer community is amazing. So many people love to
share ideas, pictures, and painting techniques. This
community thrives in the blogosphere with literally hundreds of hobby
blogs. It is through blogging that I have made solid connections
with other avid modelers and painters from around the globe: Marc
from Australia, Benjamin in France, Greg in Virginia, and the
incomparable Dave Weston from the UK, have all made my entry into
this hobby an amazing experience. My
international contacts have supported me with tips, ideas, and
general encouragement. “The
Masters of the Forge”
pod-cast is another great example of a game crossing international
boundaries. Every two weeks, Adam from New York, Snorre from Oslo,
and Kamil from Munich, connect via the Internet to record episodes
based on the setting and fiction of the 40k universe despite
living in different parts of the world.
Currently, I am involved in the 2014/2015
Hobby
Progress
Challenge,
which is a way to celebrate goals and support other members in doing
what they love.
The
Warhammer community, and other nerd cultures, differ from other
common cultures primarily from the perspective of acceptance. Many
of the prejudices that are common in other cultures are not present.
Differences such as race, religion, political affiliation, economic
status, and sexuality rarely come into play. Sure there can be some
genre snobbery, such as miniatures vs. RPG's (role-playing
games),
but in my experience, that just comes from a preference of play. The
other negative I have witnessed is the established or experienced
gamer over the “noob.” The term “noob”, or “newb”, is
a derogatory term
for
those who are new to the game and do not fully understand the rules.
I witnessed this mostly with Magic the Gathering, which has a far
more in depth competitive circuit than Warhammer 40k.
Nerd
culture is also different from many others as it is solely based on
choice. While people may be raised Catholic or part of a family with
a strong military tradition, playing games, and which games you play,
is a personal choice. Whether
it be video games, comic books, fantasy, or games, you can be nerdy
about anything you want. For
me, the shared experience of creating a narrative with others has
always been enjoyable. We are creating myths to be shared, combining
our experiences with one another to reward ourselves with
understanding. Joseph Campbell, author of The
Power of Myth,
once said, “Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for
you where there were only walls.” It is the choice of the nerd to
follow their bliss, wherever the galaxy might take it.
The
Flagrans
Gladius
maintained its orbit, high above the world of Proxima Major.
Inquisitor Excorrigiare
examined the last report from the surface. Orks had overrun the
Hive-City and only scattered forces of the Imperial Guard remained.
Appearing
from the Warp with no warning, the Orks assaulted the planetary
defences quickly. The amassed forces were more numerous that had
been seen in over two-hunderd years in this sector. There was no
time to summon forth a chapter of marines to defend. Orks needed to
be lanced like a boil from the galaxy. The
green manace could not be allowed back into space. The
Inquisitor knew there was no choice. Without turning to the Captain
of the starcraft, Excorrigiare gave the order and
sealed the fate of Proxima-Major, "Exterminatus."
Hope you liked it. Let me know what you think and I'll let you know what grade I got when it comes back. (I got an A+)!
(For some reason, it looks like the comments are broken... I did get an e-mail telling me what you said, weird.)
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ReplyDeleteNo worries, I tried to fix it up from my end but just created a double phantom post :-) Great article, I can remember when nerds had a hard time, but now we rule the world.
ReplyDeleteYeah, it was weird, I commented on your phantom post and I couldn't see mine either. Thanks for the third comment! We do rule the world!
DeleteGreat assignment! Double win. Do your homework and get a blog post :). Heavily agree. I remember back in the day you couldn't really mention things like playing D&D or board games. Now it's heavily accepted so much that people "fake" being nerdy.
ReplyDeleteOh I see you are wearing a metroid shirt! Samus is one of my favorite video game characters!
"Whose samus?"
Lol! I run into the "fake" nerds all the time. In my work, I talk to a lot of people and sometimes I use what they are wearing to strike up a conversation. It doesn't always work out.
DeleteInteresting post & I hope the score is high, now as you know I play with toys but would in no way think of myself as a nerd (not smart enough) the way I look at it is this, no matter what you do for a hobby others can always question it's worth & some might say what we do is not normal so just ask them to define normal, it get them every time.
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading, Frank. Nerd, Gamer, or whatever, the fact remains that there is a negative connotation associated with our hobby, which is unfortunate. I like the idea of trying to get your average Joe to define what "normal " is. For me it involves lots of dice.
DeleteI love this! As an anthropology professor and a 40k gamer, I'd be thrilled to get this paper. And I think the grade was well deserved... you write well! So, it wouldn't be just the subject matter, in my mind, that would win me over.
ReplyDeleteAs an aside, I'm just now looking at starting an Ork force, and found your page... I have one as well, dedicated to a lot of my gaming exploits, though I don't post enough. http://nuriochi.blogspot.com/
Thanks for the kind words. I had a blast writing this paper. I'll definitely check our your blog as well. Since my father passed, I haven't really been focused on hobby and my blog has suffered. A new reader with some kind words just might give me the kick to get started again. thanks again, Edward
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